Saturday, April 9, 2016

I Don't Know Anything

This is it then.

As I'm typing these words it is the eve of what will either be the best day or the biggest disappointment of my life. In slightly over twelve hours, the Duke and Duchess of Cambridge will land in my city, and then proceed to spend the rest of the day carrying out engagements less than an hour away from where I live. 

I've spent five years waiting to meet the Duchess of Cambridge. Ever since the Royal Wedding in 2011, that has been my answer to the question "What is the one thing you want to do before you die?" - I want to meet the Duchess of Cambridge. And suddenly, tomorrow there is a very really chance that it will happen.

I don't know how to feel about this. On the one hand, five years is quite a long time. I've changed so much as a person in these last five, and the only thing that's remained constant is my desire to meet the Duchess of Cambridge. But on the other hand, people wait entire lifetimes before their dreams come true, and in comparison, five years is nothing. Do I really deserve to get something so massive after such a short period of wanting it?

And then there are other questions. Is it really smart to meet the people that you've always admired from afar? And if I do meet her tomorrow, what will I have to look forward to for the rest of my life? And yet, if I actually meet the Duchess of Cambridge, then I never have to worry about death anymore, because I've done the one thing that I really, really wanted to do in this lifetime.

I'm so conflicted. And so excited, in equal measure. And also so nervous. I don't know what to feel.

All I know is that tomorrow morning, William and Catherine, the Duke and Duchess of Cambridge and two of my favourite people in the world, are going to be coming here. And I'll be waiting for them.

And I don't know what will happen. 

N

Follow me on Twitter @NikitaWhoWrites or @RoyalCentral. I will be live-tweeting on location for the entire time that the Duke and Duchess of Cambridge are in Mumbai, and then live-tweeting from my house for the rest of the Royal Tour.

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